Thursday, February 23, 2006


Ahhhhhhhh! Right now all I can seem to feel is nervous energy. Tomorrow I will continue to the next step of the muscial journey I have been on for nearly 5 years. I will play some of my songs for people who are going to help me record those songs. (No, not a record company, but people who know music.) This is something I have wanted to do most of my life, and I am excited about doing it, but as I praticed today, I sounded crap. Nothing really sounded right. AHHHHHH! I don't like feeling this way. I am sure this too will pass. Ahhhhh I hate second guessing myself. I wonder if any other singer/songwriter's go through this? Somehow I don't see Matt Redman, Chris Tomlin or Rita Springer going through this. Hmmmm I wonder.